I am tired, the world is going mad, as usual

I think that my mind is going through pages and pages of code trying to decipher something that may or may not be anything... I'm frazzled lately, unable to focus in many ways, and, as the potential cure, unable to sleep very well at all. I awaken at the very first sign of light in the morning, and then I struggle to get enough sleep (having gone to bed at o, 230 the earliest). So that's that.

Last night, Blue Danube, once again, but kind of highly affirming in many ways. Had a great conversation there about kind of not only sticking with the music, but also not allowing yourself to discount the talent and reality of it, which I have been doing too much of lately.

That is why a refreshing change of scene would be ideal.

And that is why I'm having agreat time at my parent's house, relaxing, not thinking about much... scarily, at all.