Friday, April 29, 2005

o no, not sick

Hey there. Update: In Flagstaff, Northern Arizona. I got sick while carousing in Las Vegas, and am still recovering, bitter that I have to take it so slow. We're staying an extra night in a budget hotel here, in hopes that I'll be feeling peppy again. Its just as well in a way, it was snowing in Flagstaff as we got in, and we thought we were going to be camping.

I've got some new pics, that I'm about to post, and a lot of stories to tell.

Since the last update, wow, so much has happened, breezed down through Santa Barbara, L.A., Joshua Tree Natl. Park, Las Vegas, and now Flagstaff. I'm trying to write it in this interesting manner, but geez somehow I just can't write when ill, which is too bad, because Hotels are great for that kind of thing. Perhaps I'll try again tonight.

The weather is looking bad all the way through next week for any semi northern route at all, mainly to Santa Fe, Taos area, which we were both looking forward to seeing very much, so we may have to cut south, through tucson. Its too bad really, we've actually had a rough week, in terms of the small details, travel wise. Otherwise, everything is great.

link to pics:

http://www.lukejanela.com/images/trip photos/trip photos.html

Friday, April 22, 2005

PICTURES!

I've figured an easy enough way to post new pics from the road. Check out for updates here, and go direct to my site. lukejanela.com

leaving yosemite, passing through 1, and still, catching up

04212005 its 902pm

Yosemite got to be getting full just as we darted out of there. We snapped the last tourist pictures and bid goodbye, just as, at the entrance station to the park, a line of 50 or so cars waited to get in for the quick weekend in Yosemite, the first real campable weekend of the spring.

We were heading back to familiar territory, the Bay Area, where my brother and a few friends I know are stationed, and where I had spent a few weekends over the winter showing up to play shows in little cafes. We had vowed to do the tourist thing though, North Beach and Chinatown, maybe even Fisherman's Wharf, snapping pictures gleefully the whole time and compiling footage for our great road trip movie.

The heart of San Francisco is so vagrant and eclectic, it is impossible to sum it up in a few descriptions. North Beach is such a genuine if touristy neighborhood proud of its Italian heritage and beatnik heyday. And Chinatown is its own universe of swirling colors and neighborhood type ancient Asian men leaning over vegetables as little kids wind their way around.

It was brilliant, but we kind of hit a shrill note when we realized that staying at my brother's apartment in the Mission District of the city was not as easy as letting him know we were in town and ok, great, here is a place to stay. We decided not to burden him with our young roadtrip and headed out of the city south, determined to find camping along the coast, between SF and Santa Cruz.

We were optimistic, but the evening shadows grew longer, and our plans got less and less ambitious, the first two (and only on the map) campgrounds were packed full of the weekenders, and there was not a single site to be had. We sat on the hood of the truck in the now darkening sky and discusses our options, and decided to push East to one last option, which turned out to be the only, a county park also nearly full and compensating for any empty spaces by the amount of rowdy partying going on around us, all night. The highlight of the campground was pulling into our site, and promptly witnessing the neighboring campers attempting to get their fire going by pouring white gas on their smoldering coals. Of course the line of gas lit up in the drunk young man's hands, and in fear he threw the can onto the ground. They then attempted to put the fire out with water, and by hovering around the now ready to blow gas can. I kind of grabbed my blanket from the truck in a reluctant haze and walked quickly over.

"Smother it, you've got to smother it." I said, frustrated. I threw the blanket over it and walked away. "You can bring it back to me in a while. DON'T lift it off anytime soon" I was very tired, it had been a long day. 7.5 hours of driving. 10 hours on the road.

***

The plan for a place to stay the next day was clear, and we were exc ited, for we would be staying in a friend's house, and friend's houses have showers (and of course, dear friends).

Our luck had kind of faltered with the whole of the evening before, but we were determined, in our sleeplessness, to make the day a full one.

Santa Cruz was familiar territory for me, I spent my formative college years there, grand and crazy, busy and alive. I had left it with sour memories of a relationship gone south, but I had let go of that by the time we rolled into town, and as we cruised past all my old houses and dorm rooms on the tour of my past I kind of felt a nonchalant detachment from it all, which was refreshing. I just knew where the streets went, and the cool places to get coffee, and where to sit and watch the sunset.

We spent the afternoon taking in a concert by friends of friends which happened to take place in the UCSC hall that I had played many concerts before. It was interesting, very interesting in fact to see that quite a few of my former classmates were there at the concert, still hanging out. Its very easy to do that in Santa Cruz, and its a good life there, which, though its hard to explain, is why I had to leave there in the first place. Seeing all these people in the same place made me feel at peace about the whole thing, no matter which path you take in life, perhaps its just happiness that should be the guide. I was glad to say that I had lived a different life, in Europe, Portland and Mendocino, and that coming back was like coming back to a new world again.

Our idealistic visions of the extended bathing sessions were kind of smashed by the reality of college roommates partying with 24 packs of Pabst (ah college) and blasting punk rock from the paper thin walls right by our temporary bed. The encore was drunken audible sex , extended showers and lights left on, windows left open. Again, we were nearly sleepless.

In the morning, with the Santa Cruz light streaming through the window, we groaned out of bed and packed resolutely and quickly, out the door in less than ten minutes, off to greener pastures, on with the adventure.

We zoomed down Highway 1 to Monterey, towards the Aquarium there, which we had been planning to see and talking about going to for months. We finally made it, and shelled out $20 bucks to wander around the sharks and jellyfish in a meditative state broken up by the throngs of children, even more captivated then we were.

In the early afternoon we grabbed the compulsory tourist Clam Chowder from the bustling fisherman's wharf, and then headed south, looking for the perfect campsite to call home for the night.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

catching up

BTW -

its the 20th of April now, and we are finding ourselves in San Luis Obispo, downtown, camping out near the beach. I've got some catching up to do in my story telling, hopefully it will all be up here soon. Until then, the plan is tomorrow to head to Santa Barbara, and then LA, for a day, and then up to Joshua Tree National Park.

Wish us luck

yosemite pics



Kate Painting At Mirror Lake



Vernal Falls From Above



Yosemite Falls From Afar



Kate With New Friend

yosemite continued

we woke early enough and had a modest breakfast of leftover hummus from the night before, the portion that the bears didn't get to, and some coffee. Coffee is always magical on camping mornings. I talked to the ranger about getting a better campsite, but realized it was such a busy weekend it wasn't even worth trying. It was to be a hectic day for the rangers, and by the time we hit the trail towards vernal falls, you could see why, the modest trail was like a pedestrian freeway. I had never seen so many people on a hike before, and the crowds only increased. This is definitely a par tof the modern spectacle that is yosemite.

The rivers flowed around us with a spring rush and roar to them, and the hike uphill was accented by stretches of warm sun, not unbearably hot but smooth and even sun.

The hike was much more extreme than we had expected, and still the crowds were there. It was well worth it though, up past the misty rocks, up and up and up steep stairways in the stone with railings holding you from falling a couple hundred feet, cool mist nice on the skin. At the top, the smooth rocks melted toward vernal falls, where the vista down into the valleys, ancient and glacial, was incredible. It was a relief and satisfaction to be standing there at one of those spots you peered in awe at from the Valley floor. We found a perfect flat rock to hang out at, next to a very shallow run of the river, where it rolled steadily into Emerald Lake. Another waterfall fed the smooth shallow run from above. When I hiked up to that one, to the bridge that ran across it, I took some pictures of Kate painting on the rocks. Zooming in as far as the camera would go, i captured her in the viewfinder, and then as I zoomed out and took more pictures, I realized the complete and confounding immensity of the little scene we had found so humble and pleasing.

We spent a good couple of hours up there, where Yosemite breaks you heart in its beauty. I napped warmly on the smooth rocks, and daydreamed with little else but a certain peacefulness to caress my senses. At this point up, I began to admire my fellow Yosemite crashers, and the endurance they had shown to appreciate the place from where we were, caravans of little kids, old and young alike, appreciating the grandeur that makes all the Yosemite hype worth it.

We blissfully skipped down the trail, much easier going down of course, brushing past other hikers and kind of enjoying our youthful abundance and freedom.

When we got back to the campground, it was clear that it was to be a full house, and a busy weekend indeed on the valley floor. But we didn't stay there long. We made a bit of coffee, rested a little and then embarked on another, shorter hike back up to Mirror Lake. The night before had filled me with a certain reverence for the place, and I wanted to spend more time by it.

We sat on the river bed beneath Half Dome and just let the time slip away, Kate painting some more and me reading my books, and trotting about taking pictures.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Mirror Lake at Midnight, While The Bears ate our Ginger Granola. Packing disasters. And non disasters.

The pinnacle of the camping experience may be for some the complete absorbtion into nature while sipping ice cold canned beer and eating canned chili. For me it is different, and I don't know yet what it is... but I felt a great thrill last night to be sitting on top of a giant boulder overlooking Mirror Lake, truly the only humans in the world, Kate and I out there and awake at all.

Kate was finishing her beer and suggested that we walk unarmed and unaware of where we were going by the faint moonlight of a setting quarter moon. "Great" I of course said.

So we walked a bit trotted some throguh the almost sickly thin pines of the campground, over a ghostly quiet bridge, and a long the rushing roaring Tenaya Creek. Eventually the roar hushed down, and we were left to sit in solitude above the water so still that the stars were reflecting. Above us, Half dome mightily caught every last drop of moonshine, and the snow on its rim sparkled pure white.

Yesterday was of course, The Day. My birthday. And so symbolically we had been planning to take off on this epic trip for two months now. And its been all waiting.

And in the final days it was all packing. Pack the bags, the lanterns, the towels, the stove, the mattresses, the jackets socks shirts the flashlights batteries. And then take them all out and repack since they dont fit all that well. And then get all stressed out about it becaues you are subconsciously thinkking the whole trip will be a disaster inevitably because you will die in the woods attempting to camp. from a truck.

Yesterday I woke up, showered, made coffee and packed. As opposed to the previous three days where I woke up and packed. Its just finding places for things. Kate rearranged food boxes, containers were shed, and a certain sense of 'fuck it' just kind of creeped in. And I went with it. We'd be alright. Its a camping trip not the end of the world.

The leaving is the best part of driving. Cruising down 80 East going 75mph just to keep up with the big rigs riding your tail is a glorious feeling.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

this is is then, isn't it

Wow. Last day of being 26. Day of departure for road trip. All in all, things are pretty surreral for me right now, I'm anxious.

The truck is all packed. Everything from velcro to batteries to tylenol to long johns.

today I leave Hopland, and head for Auburn, and then tomorrow, Kate and I leave for Yosemite, where we have reservations for a couple of nights.

At this point, having the last two weeks at home with my parents has probably been the best thing, I've spent every single day of it preparing for some aspect or another of the trip. Yesterday I made mosquito netting and curtains for the back of the truck where we will sleep. Today before I leave for the road I am going to polish and shine the truck.

O dang I forgot to back up my hard drive... and, o, I have to call the insurance company... o, all these things before leaving. I had better get off the computer and get serious.

This is our home for the next many weeks:

Friday, April 08, 2005

I am tired, the world is going mad, as usual

I think that my mind is going through pages and pages of code trying to decipher something that may or may not be anything... I'm frazzled lately, unable to focus in many ways, and, as the potential cure, unable to sleep very well at all. I awaken at the very first sign of light in the morning, and then I struggle to get enough sleep (having gone to bed at o, 230 the earliest). So that's that.

Last night, Blue Danube, once again, but kind of highly affirming in many ways. Had a great conversation there about kind of not only sticking with the music, but also not allowing yourself to discount the talent and reality of it, which I have been doing too much of lately.

That is why a refreshing change of scene would be ideal.

And that is why I'm having agreat time at my parent's house, relaxing, not thinking about much... scarily, at all.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

classic, in a NorCal way

I'm sitting in the blessedly awful Coffee Critic of all the stupid places in the world, catching a Giants game on the TV after driving from Auburn to Ukiah High, in a dire effort to get my brother Sam his tennis racket, for a match that was cancelled. So all in all, pretty classic, in a NorCal way.

Ukiah has this magnetism, a strange backwards magnetism that creates a vortex of strange crossings and paths. And wow the town is the same, the random alterna loner, the smitterings of just like, S L O W E d down 40 + men and women, and of course the bubbly high schoolers just sort of eternally killing time.

And the Giants are winning, which redeems everything in a small way.

In news, the show on Sunday was, well, to say the least, akward... I had broke a cello string and my whole set was based around my newer cello songs, but of course, it being Sunday afternoon I was unable to find a string anywhere in Northern California. So I get to the Edinburgh Cstle, which is this danky bar, the best diver bars that there are, dirty loud, packed with hipsters who haven't showered for the weekend. I had an awful set personally, but I have to thank everyone that was there, because they didn't make me feel it that way... They were super supportive and appreciative, even when my guitar strap broke mid song and the sound was all off and everything. I'm not even mentioning yet the best part of the gig for me, which was Ayla Davila sitting in, learning three songs in like, three seconds, and making them sound a lot better than I would have that night on my own.

The rest of the night was kind of beautiful in my kind of way... A 3 hour drive North leaving at midnight, to Auburn, CA, where my girl Kate is temporarily staying with her parents, who are fantastically good to me. I love driving 8 lane freeways when i'm the only one on them at 230am. Its a beautiful feeling of freedom. I listened to M.I.A.'s new album, John Vanderslice, and just slowly careened along happily... Happier still to see Kate, whom I have missed a lot these few days that we've been apart... its interesting how in depth you get with a person living with them very closely for a year. I think its a good sign that after all that closeness and time, we didn't get tired of eachother... we still miss eachother. This trip we are taking is going to be brilliant.

So that's that for now... in short, a lot of things going on in the past few days. I'm getting ready for a show in SF on Thursday night, at the Blue Danube. I'll have to go find a cello string now...

Saturday, April 02, 2005

PG photoblog

You all should check out my brother's photography sites... the work is great, and its updated regularly. His work amazes me, he manages to make it look easy.

petegeniella.com